ok, i am happy in my job. i can deal with the usual ups and downs, but i enjoy what i do and i think i’m doing pretty well at it.
so why, oh why am i looking at these job offers? i don’t understand. i shouldn’t be doing this. i’m making myself unhappy by longing for a job that’s unattainable for me, and i’m not even talking about the qualifications needed. there will be a ton of other people applying. the more qualified, the more educated, the always-better-ones.
i shouldn’t have clicked on that website. stupid me.
plan for 2010: improve my skills so that maybe next year i will be a good fit. one of that skills will be language. so should i learn spanish (no knowledge but i sort of speak portuguese) or should i improve my french (it’s a basic level and benefits from my portuguese)?
shit, i can already tell i will not get much sleep tonight because this will be running over and over in my head…
franzi
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