Here we are again…the Sunday night blues Feeling pretty optimistic about this week though…got a few things lined up in the great escape from the bank plan! Firstly on Wednesday I have an open day for a graduate scheme run by the Scottish enterprise which matches up students with year long placements and on Friday I have an interview at a new hotel. The positions I’ve applied for are a receptionist and a reservations agent…not quite my dream jobs but I figure if I get into the hotel business their could be opportunities to get into events management which is my dream! And anythings got to be better than banking these days!
In other news nothing much to report. Love life has hit a bit of a slump. Hadn’t heard from the guy I like for a few days then I got a text from him last night at 2am asking if I was out! Talk about booty call! Unfortunately I was tucked up in bed with my laptop(tragic!) and ready to hit the land of nod. Text him today and haven’t heard a thing so he’s clearly only after one thing and maybe he got that from someone else last night…who knows. The thing is we only ever meet up when we are drunk anyway so I guess I shouldn’t expect anything from him. And if he liked me as more than just a friend with benefits he would have asked me out by now surely???!!!!
Think I will lay low for a while then maybe invite him to the house party i’m planning for my birthday that way i’m still showing an interest but not exactly putting my heart on the line and declaring my undying love for him ha ha!
I think my ex has finally got the message that we are never getting back together. No texts from him this weekend woo hoo! Ok so in a screwed up kind of way it was nice to know he was still lusting after me but at the end of the day he never liked me for me anyway. I have been so much happier since it ended and wish I did it ages ago. I was naive but sometimes I think you need to be really badly hurt and let down by someone in order to grow and become a stronger better person. It’s definitely made me look at men in a different light and from now on I am not chasing after anyone unless they are crazy about me!
So now its time to focus on me time which will include going to the gym, spending lots of time with my fabulous friends and looking for that perfect job! I have a good feeling and I really believe that good things are going to happen for me…it’s about time!
xoxo granitecitygirl
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